Showing posts with label Urbanstraße. Show all posts
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26 January 2018

Nostalgia

Next week, I'll be in a podcast talking about nostalgia. So over the last week, I've thought a lot about nostalgia, about how it's both a blessing and a curse. I've had long periods of my life where I couldn't be present because I longed for a time I could never have back. Now, I see the nostalgia more as a blessing. Something I use creatively when I write and something that makes me very grateful for the moments I've experienced. So I looked back at old photos and thought I'd share some with you;
 This photo of Marlene and AnCa is from my 23rd birthday in Berlin. We got so incredibly drunk and I had a fever that I drank away - and lost my voice in the process. It was such a fun night.
 From the second time in Italy with the girls. It was May and we grilled arrosticini beneath the mountains.
 When Jonas turned 24 in 2013, I came to Copenhagen from Berlin for the birthday party. I remember it as a very red night, and AnCa was there too, so we could take lots of weird party photos as always.
 Sølve looked cool as always when AE graduated from high school in 2015.
 My grandparents took me on many great North Jutland road trips when they still lived there. This is from one of them where we passed a great bird watching spot.
 From the summer where I photographed a lot on film (2012).
 NP on a donkey in the Israeli desert in 2011. What a trip! I was thrown off the same donkey about twenty minutes later...
 My aunt eating ice cream in the summer of 2014.
 The brothers in Italy over Christmas 2015. Notice the skilled grillers compared to the troubled Italian next to them...
 From one of the first weeks as roomies in 2014. Oh, we had many talks on that bench with beers and cigarettes!
 Light hair and browned skin and siblings taking a bath sometime in the beginning of the 1990s.
 I remember taking this photo in the summer of 2012. I was coming out of my leaving-Berlin-depression and this was one of the first moments I realized living in Copenhagen wasn't so bad.
 One of many band photos, 2009.
 My room in Berlin looking messy as always. It was a good place.
 AnCa walking home from a trip to Moabit in the spring of 2011. We felt like we owned the world.
 Chris and Iben at a party at the architecture school back when they were students there, 2009 or 2010.
 Walking after an Easter lunch, probably drunk, probably 2009. Oh Amalie's legendary pink leather vest!
 First day of school, 1993.
 Young mom and me in Paris, 1988. I suppose this is where I understood that cafés in spring light is always a good idea.
 Easter egg hunt in the garden in 1998.
 My grandmother and my mom in Paris, 1988. They later told me they were laughing at a very naughty joke about one of our family members...
 Kat and I hitchhiking to Copenhagen in 2010. We were going over there to apply for internships and my life would never be the same.
 Autumn 2011. I was so deeply unhappy about being back in Copenhagen but Jonas took me out to get drunk and it helped a little bit.
 AE and I spent a long, humid day in Rome in 2015 waiting for an evening flight home to Denmark.
 My wonderful grandparents looking ever in love in 2011.
 The night we got drunk and ran down to swim in the sea and stole an ice cream sign on the way back. It was a week or so before I moved to Berlin in 2010.
 Kat on her legendary bike Ulla. I think this is taken on our 'farewell Copenhagen' bike ride before we moved to Aarhus to go to journalism school.
Roar came to visit me in Berlin in October 2010 and we spent many days partying and laughing.

28 October 2015

More archive material

I spent a long time the other day looking through the archive after 'iconic' entries. They ended up not being iconic per se but just good examples of the things I've lived the last 5 years. However, sometimes I come across a photo that makes me happy or think about a certain event and I thought I'd share some of them here, in completely random order;
January 2011: AnCa and I took this photo while at a café looking for an apartment together. She is one of my very best friends and I am so happy she found her way back into my life. We went to primary school together but when I moved away at 13, we kind of lost contact. Somehow we wound up in Berlin at the same time, and we've been best friends ever since. She is one of the funniest, kindest, and most festive people I know and I'm happy she was around for the Berlin chapter.
April 2011: Through my nomad years, I've always had a home at Chris'. She knows me so incredibly well and we often know what the other is thinking. I guess that's the true testament of a best friend. She is so beautiful in this photo. I had been out to lunch and when I came back up to her place, she was sitting in her living room listening to Spice Girls and eating ice cream. It made me so happy.
April 2011: We had been out exploring in the woods and hitched a ride back to Berlin. This was in late April. When the van dropped us off, we had to push it to get it started again. It was one of those nights in Berlin where I really felt I lived. Also, I was all bubbly from partying and kissing and all that.
May or June 2011: This afternoon, there was a terrible thunder storm and I was home alone. The light was crazy and I walked around the apartment snapping photos. I loved that place despite it being pretty unclean... Also, it was around the time where I knew my days in Berlin were coming to an end. It was right in the best time and I made sure to have fun as long as I could.
October 2010: This was taken on one of the best Berlin weekend visits. Chris and Kristiane and I must have laughed about 95% of their time in the city.
June 2011: Working at the magazine was sometimes incredibly frustrating and sometimes incredibly fun. I got to shoot something related to the magazine's 9 year birthday. I really like this photo of web editor Walter.
July 2010: One of my first nights out in Berlin and I was so young.
July 2011: A few days after moving back from Berlin, I took a trip to a summerhouse with some of my old friends. My heart was broken from leaving the city and I remember the weekend was a break in all the crying.
July 2011: I will never forget how Kathrine took care of me the day after moving back. I was so heartbroken and without putting it into words, she knew how I felt and made sure I knew she was there. We had wine and listened to sad songs in her window sill in Copenhagen.
October 2011: By October, I moved into the White Castle, and to this day, Nørrebrogade is one of my favourite streets in Copenhagen. I feel safe there and it sort of comforts me to walk along the yellow wall.
October 2011: My brother lives in the apartment now and I'm plotting my way back. It's still the best place I've ever lived despite being borderline depressed while living there. 
October 2010: This photo is taken from the plane the first time I went back to Denmark after moving to Berlin in 2010. I took the early morning flight, my first flight alone, and I was still drunk from the night before. I had gone straight to the airport from a party because of a guy I'd met, and my drunken mind panicked when my suitcase wasn't the first one to pop up in Copenhagen. I made a huge scene, but of course it was there and I went home to nap.
October 2011: During the last weeks of October, a heavy fog lay over Copenhagen. We went out dancing and Anna was newly in love. She had borrowed my bright pink shoes. I was still sad but clubbing was a good refuge.
November 2011: Later that autumn, I went to Jutland to visit Kristiane and there was a party in her house. I had absinth and I woke up with a torn dress and a torn ear. To this day, the hole in my right ear is a little wider than the other because my earring was ripped out of my head. I will never do absinth again.
November 2011: This photo reminds me of a sort of break up. I was in Berlin and took the photo to remind myself that I was going to remember that day and the feeling in my stomach forever. I felt as though in a haze and had to spend a whole day making the hours disappear so I could get the hell out of that city.
January 2012: In Denmark, I threw myself into partying and I don't remember this photo being taken.
December 2011: We went to London to visit Chris over the New Year and the haze continued. This photo reminds me of a lot of good laughs, and they still tease me about things I did on New Years Eve...
February 2012: My first Instagram photo.
February 2012: As the new year grew into its first weeks, I began to feel glimpses of feeling alright again. Thanks to some very good friends.
April 2012: I love this photo from Berlin. We went to a party and ended up doing crazy things. What else is new?
April 2012: I spent a lot of time alone in 2012 and I think that helped me get over some things.
May 2013: Spring in Montreal was mainly spent on the balcony with ice coffee.
December 2012: The view from my little dorm in Aarhus was quite nice. Even in snow. But man those months were cruel.
January 2013: I will forever be grateful that these two also chose to go to Montreal on exchange in 2013.
February 2013: Also these guys.
April 2013: Oh my god, we were hungover that day. We ate crab and talked about the things we couldn't remember from the night before. And Olly delivered a memorable speech when he came to meet us in the park.
May 2013: I spent a lot of time complaining about Montreal when I lived there, but now I think back on those months with love. 
November 2013: I still wish I could pack down this Berlin apartment and put it up in Nørrebro in Copenhagen. It was great living alone for the first time in my life.
March 2014: This day was early spring. I met Iben and Mette for a coffee and a walk in Copenhagen. And it was also the day I quite out of the blue decided to move back to Copenhagen. It had been in the back of my head for a long time but I didn't think I was going to do it. Until it all made sense right there in the sun in Vesterbro.
April 2014: When I became a journalist, there was no family or friends at the school to say congratulations. They would meet me later, but those minutes there in that place where I had grown into becoming a journalist were quite special. At the same time I felt infinite joy, relief, sadness and being over that place.
May 2014: Last May, Kathrine and I went to Italy and this photo was taken going up on a mountain. We drove up over the clouds and it was magical. It's a very dear memory from that trip with one of my best friends. I'm happy we shared that.
August 2015: In August I went back to Berlin with AnCa. It was amazing being back there with her in 'our' city. We talked a lot about how much older we feel now and how fun and crazy a time it was back then. One day I was taking the U1 by myself, and at Kottbusser Tor, where I had been so many times, I felt strangely at home and also really happy to be living in Copenhagen. It's strange how some things work out.